so High River is like flooded! so Janet - i wish u luck and hope that everything is ok/ going to b ok! Love ya grl! ne way we have like a week and a half of in class school! and it is weird cause i always thought that i would still have my best friends with me - like i know i still have a couple, but in particular i thought tanner would be there, but his head grew to big to accomodate being my friend... cause it seems the he is toooo good for ne one that was actually good in his life - like i mean when no one else was there, i was and now i am being treated like i'm not good enough - THAT IS IDIOTIC CRAP!!! i know i'm not perfect nor the smartest person, but i know that i deserve better... he uses the excuse that he has other friends and that he can't always be the one to come to me - so i go to him and what happens? i stand there feeling even more stupid and rejected cause it seems that to me he doesn't even want to know that i exist... GAH! at one point in his life he was a good person - in fact a lot more ppl liked him better when he was fat then now (cause since he lost weight and got an agent for his acting career {which is nonexistent} he thinks that he is better) i always thought that at grad it would be him, bailey and i just partying it up and being glad of the good times we had the three of us, but I GUESS NOT!

ne way HI PPL!!!!!